red yellow white green purple blue orange and.... black, the shades of my thoughts. merge merge mixer blending. blank at times. and at times so any colors that no one is defined....they come and go leaving me more lazy more slow. i want to run. i want to cry. i want to fly. far far away, there is a land. where lives my wishes.... my wants. some are pure. some impure. but all are mine. they were born in me. i flourished them. and now they haunt me at times. they ask me for their fulfillment. bigger and bigger they are getting day by day. i still love them. i still let them grow, with the water of hope, with the sunlight of belief.
i had asked HIM for every decision i made for every step that i had taken.... almost. did i take it wrong?? all the signals? all the hints?? still i dont regret. He gave me the permission. to love. to wish. i did. then why do they haunt me????
ask them to go away! far away in that land of dreams!! reality is cruel! very cruel! its not their world!!! ask them to stay away if they want to live.... never wish to turn real.. never wish.
but if they never wish?? would they live?? no. i ll not stop wishing!!! you!! you! and you! nobody of u can stop me from dreaming! from believing! from loving!
you warn me from the future.... you warn me what ie my will is not HIS will... i say... i have belief!! you can kill me but not my belief! your warnings cant scare me....
i will wait!! with my belief! i will love with the belief!
your belief helps nurture my belief.
ReplyDeleteif i am among that "you" then i don't mean all this.. my perception is different dear! it may negate u but not in this way..
ReplyDeleteMje ni pasand ayaa. Bohot ziada cliche hai. Bohot hi ziada.
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